i hate this,very unfair

y?y wil me,i realy nt think that i wil be reject by the HEP on my application for the hostel.is very unfair n very stupid.how u wan me to find a new house in these 3 days.u think i am sabahan ah,cn slowly search whether gt empty room for rent or nt.hw cn i find room since i wil bek semenanjung dy.y the other ppl who dun have the cop passport oso cn stay in n i join so many activities bt will kena reject,is very unbelieveable.say that if u join the hostel family day n dinner den cn stay dy bt y me wil kena reject even though i attended tis two events.i realy dun understad how them do their work!

idea

next mon going to submit an idea to my ah tau bout my idea for the event tat cn be held next sem dy,bt nw i stil dun hv any idea bout wat event cn i held for it,i realy out of idea le.realty quite hard to think sum events tat wil attend by the student n gt realted to the health of student.

my 1st year in ums

时间过的有够快。过了下个星期就是final exam 了。算算下我来沙巴也快一年了。在这一年里真的让我感受到了很多也让我学到了很多也让我觉得自己在思维上成熟了，了解到了一些以前都不知道的事情。我发现到了原来要和一些陌生人一起生活是非常困难的，因为有时真的不知他们的想法到底是怎样的。来了大学读书也是我第一次到外面生活，我现在才知道一个人在外真的会非常想家，当有事发生的时候，第一个想到的就是家人。

very tired ar

tis few weeks realy vry busy.busy 4 my assign,test n a lot of things.almost evryday oni sleep 5 hours lik tat.my liver dun knw cn tahan o nt.tmrw stil gt japanese oral test ar.nw oni knw japanese quite hard to learn le.nw oni waiting tis sat,after make the movie den all my assign finish dy,cn start to prepare my final dy.i hope tis time i cn really do well in it.i wan to take dean list ar,i wan to go up stage n take the cert fr our dean,but the chance is lik vry vry nipis lol.dun knw when me oni cn take it.haizz!!!!!!!

感觉像被骗了

现在真的很不爽你，就是你。如果不想搬的话那天就不要讲到好像真的一样。害我燃起了希望然后又跟其他人讲其实不是很像要搬出去的。不搬就讲清楚啦，没有人会逼你一定要搬的，至少不要给人希望了后又拿回它。这样会让人感觉很不好受的。

我要疯了

不知道最近为什么变得着非常活跃于学校的活动。一下子我就成为了4个活动的AJK，还有一个是主席。现在所有的活动日期都好像和我的功课的due date想近。害得我每天都有做不完的东西。一下子这边有开会，一下那边又要出fieldtrip。然后日语班又要演戏，功课又差不多到交的日期了，啊！总之就是有很多时情要在3月里完成。现在还剩2个星期而已，真的很担心会做不完这些事情。希望上天保佑我能够顺利的完成这些事。

take care my friend

finally reach tis day dy,nw oni waiting 4 2pm n go kl central 5 kx.do u knw when i kept my luagage at sabah tat time my mind oni thinking oh no,u will depart on fri dy,we will gonna meet after 2 years summore dy o mayb u wil stay at there n hv ur lif at there dy,den my sadness is oozing out n make me kept my things oso need use so long time to finish it.act u cn go oversea is realy good for u even 4 ur future too,so i will happy 4 u n i think tis me the best decision.me gt think nt to send u de act bcz my mum keep on caling me bek to help her make the cny biscuits bt after discuss vf ys n me feel tat if i didnt send u at airport mayb we need to meet after 2 years dy n i dont want me regret after sum time o when heard kx them said the environment n feel when sending u at airport,so me decided to send u dy.remember after go there muz careful o bcz u nw r nt at ur family side dy,so all the things u oso hv to make ur decision urself dy bt i knw tat u can do it de.i realy wonder later when me at airport tat time wil gt wat feeling,wil i cry o an wei kx n el them dun cry,realy dun knw bt i hope i wontt cry la bcz if all of us cry den u sure wil cry de.wat i wanna to say is take good care lo my friend n keep in touch.bye bye,